Well, yes I did start one. Then promptly gave it up/forgot about it for a month.
And then what do you know, I’m the business end of the TWW (10dpo) and my mind is going stir crazy again so I dust down the old blog for some much needed venting space. At this rate blog land, you’ll be lucky to find a blog a month on here as the TWW seems to be the only time I can focus on it / need to let it all out. One positive is that I seem to be able to cope for the rest of the month. I would say in general my stress levels have gone down at the moment. I think I am certainly accepting of the fact that we are mid waiting for results/appointments as part of our IF investigations and as such it’s sort of out of my hands. We are still actively trying every month for a natural conception but I’ve come a long way in my thinking and now much more convinced we will need some assisted conception of some kind to get us there.
So where does that leave this TWW?
Still going to the loo every 20 mins or so to check for spotting – tick.
Logging into fertility friend to check this cycle vs the 16 others – tick
Pointless googling of things like – ‘I finally got pregnant after *16* months of trying’ – tick
Fantasising about a positive this month – how I’ll tell hubby, my mum, work – tick
And on that note, I better go to the loo again, it’s been at least 21 mins since I last checked!